airandangels:

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WHY DON’T I SHUT UP

WHY AM I SO AWFUL

WHY CAN’T I SALVAGE THIS

EVERYTHING I SAY MAKES IT WORSE

Outside it’s all “nah, I’m fine! Hey, look, a pony! Oh, did you see the new trailer for [film]? Wow, nice day, isn’t it? [insert joke here], hahahah! OMG, just heard the best story…”

Inside’s just one big stream of “why did I even bother getting up today, not like there’s anything to contribute, not like anybody’d even notice if I didn’t show up, let alone care, hell I wouldn’t even care; just go curl up under the bed and never come back out again, would probably make everyone that much happier to never have to put up with me, god I wish I didn’t have to put up with me, pathetic little shit…”